jus wish tat it was not meant to be for euu to leave .. huhhs :((
Sunday, May 9, 2010 12:54 PM
huhhs ,,
thot tat euu will leave @ the end of the year ,,
bt unfortunately eur gowin in less than a months tyme ..
i hate tis feeling wen i got to noe tat im losing smone tat mean so much to mye & has to leave ..
i jus wish tat i could turn bck the tyme & moment whr tat's mye & euu being tgt ..
:"((
jus wish tat i could mit euu before eur gone from my lyfe forever ..
&
wen i got the chance to mit i will sure treasure every moment being wip euu ..
idk ,, if i could sent euu to the airport ..
cos im busy wip my n level & stuff ..
bt i will sure make up a tyme for euu ..
huhhs ,, till here ..
to be continue ... :((
I"M SORRY BUT I JUS WANT YOU TO HATE MYE COS I DON"T WISH TO HURT EUU ANYMORE .. :'((
Thursday, May 6, 2010 3:56 PM
ytd ,, i made smone cried ..
hais ,,
im really sory ..
i didn't wish to make euu cry or hurt ..
euu noe the reasons behind it ryte ??
huhhs ,, SOONER OR LATER ..
im jus gowin to lose the person tat i love ..
huhhs ,, i wonder wad if it happens ..
huhhs ..
ILOVEUSOMUCHSYG !:((
i jus dun wish euu to go far away from mye ..
i couldn't afford to lose euu ..
huhhs ,,
bt i hav no choice ,,
after euu leave i jus hav to move on & live my life ..
i jus wish i could mit euu b4 euu go ..
i wan to giv euu my new song tat i wrote for euu ..
NO PPL NAME *** CAN REPLACE MY *** !!!
Its jus hurts mye the most wen i got to know smth tat i should hav known earlier !!! hais :((
Monday, May 3, 2010 4:52 PM
THROUGH THE DAES TAT HAVE GONE !
i jus wish i could turn bck the fcuking tyme ,,
to the ferst tyme i was born in this world ..
so i know wad i should do in future tats coming by ..
i jus hate all this fcuking irritating feelings ..
i jus hope tat i dun hav any feelings tat gone through by mye ..
huhhs ,,
i jus dun wan to continue with having this feelings ..
sometimes i wish i was in hospital & having a fatal "coma" !!!
or
jus dead ..
hmm
..
ytd ,, my lungs felt so pain for about 15-20 mins ,,
hmm ..
idk wad happen bt i tink cos i smoke too much ..
im fcuking frustrated with wad im feeling ryte now
&
i jus wish i wasn't born in this world ..
huhhs ,,
it jus hurt to hear or see smth tat we should hav known or see in the ferst place !!
for mye ,,
EVERYTHING IS JUS ,,
FCUK my lyfe to core !!!
bt now most improtantly now ,,
is to think bout N levels tats coming ..
hmm ..
tc .. pepps ,,
hais :((
Its jus hurts mye the most wen i got to know smth tat i should hav known earlier !!! hais :((
010510 !!! FAMILY SOCCER FREAK !! YAW !
Saturday, May 1, 2010 4:40 PM
fyefye's in the pitch !
family !
juggling ball :DD
emo skajap :DD
heh !
syasha feat fyefye :DD
todae wake upp so early !!!
cant slip laa ppl ! heh ,,
wen to fico wip family ..
was damn super fun !!!
hahs ,,
i played for the boys & bpak2 team cos not enough player :DD
hahs !
lyke siot !
bt through the dae ,,
i remember bout smone ..
hais ,,
fyefye - fyefye .. ape nak jdy ..
mus tink bout studies bkn relationship matters ! :DD
anw ,, thr's upcoming soccer inter - school !
yea ,,
every team mus atleast hav one girl yaw ..
girls are needed !
&
if the girls score a goal in every match ,,
it will counted as two ..
i've got the feeling tat my team is gowin to win !
bt the same tyme ..
felt nervous !!! heh !!
anw !! i miss siti & eva !!!
so the random sia !
& not to forget I MISS my one and only IzzatiSmall !! :DD
dyer my syg tawo :DD
heh ,,
syg dyer sgt sgt !! alryte ,,
anw ,, jgn pikeh yg bkan2 taw awak - awak kat lua tuu sume !
gtg :DD
peace ! :DD
CAN'T STOP THINKING OF EUU EVEN A SEC !!! :((
Thursday, April 29, 2010 4:26 PM
why can't i stop thinking you ,
huhhs !!!
im telling euu now tat i dun bear to lose euu !!
please dont go ,,
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own ..
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone
Will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight .. :'((
Don't you know
My heart is pumping hope
It's putting out the fight
I got this feeling
That evertything's alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me ...
all night & everday i've been crying wen thinking of euu ,,
i really beg euu if can ,, dun leave eur love ones ..
bt if euu hav too i dun mind cos i noe euu nid to tc of eur mum ,,
i wun stop euu from gowin bt i jus hope euu wun forget your love one here ..
i noe tat they will love euu n treasure every moment wip euu ..
& ofcos ..
i will miss you so much :'((
if eur gowin tell mye asap k ?
bt i jus hope euu dun nid to go ..
huhhs ,,
i really love euu deeply ! ..
& i will be by eur side & i will wait for euu ,,
eur the most perfect one tat i hav ever hav in my lyfe :'((
euu might not weply my msgs .. but i dun mind ..
as long as euu noe tat i love euu .. tc ***
( *its-all-bout-you-***-my-one-less-lonely*)!!! :'((
i hope euu read dis ,,
I HATE THIS FEELING .. :'((
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 4:51 PM
hello everybody ,,
sorry didnt blog for long tyme ...
anw ,, cried for 5 hours ytd .. huhhs ..
cos of smone ..
i jus can't control my tears from falling ,,
im missing you now ..
i jus wan euu to be part of my lyfe ...
thot bout this while im was having my mt listening comp m-year ...
till i didnt get to concentrate on my mid - year ..
i tink im gonna fail my listening comp ..
but i hope i dun ..
& not blaming anyone for dis~
my first~ (***) : everything jus kip coming back to me ,,
i cant stop everything .. it jus kip running in my head ,,
mayb we are not meant to be tgt bt atleast i wan we both to be lyke last tyme ..
i jus miss the moment i had wip euu ..
i treasure it & kip it inside my heart ..
i will wait for euu till the last day ,, of my breath ..
i love you ..!
tc ! emwuacks :((
although euu didnt weply my msgs i dun mind ,,
cos i noe how euu feel ..
my lyfe is so complicated to the max now !!!!
i only have 2 choices ,,
idk wad to do ..
fcukk !
jus hate this part ryte here !
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 4:20 PM
FYEFYE IS BCK FOR HER FUTURE :D
anw ,, lets begin ..
todae ,, was not a good day fer mye ..
i felt so sick .. urrghh !
den study feel lyke wanna rest but cannot .. haiyo !
anw ,, texted my syg .. i hope she wiil col mye later :DD
anw ,, from wad i see this year ..
i face alort of problems ..
heheh ..
bt wad to do ..
aleryte lazy to type ..
tc peeps ! ;DD
syasha feat fyefye :DD
